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People are often looking back at their lives, seeking something remarkable in it,.. something outstanding, a kind of achievement that would serve them as a proof of their own life's worth. And so do I. At every moment I ask myself a question of purpose, of living, I'm in doubt of my own life.. No wonder, strong ideas today might be weak tomorrow, nothing is certain and nothing's good enough to last forever. But then I always remember the lyrics of one of my favourite songs from a broadway musical, and away I put all doubts and worries, for "no other path, no other way, no day but today" we're living in.

Friends from high school tell me I'm way too dreamy, a little boy still stuck in his childhood. A Happy person the others say. Dreamy I am. And happy? Indeed! Happy as well, I'm certain of it, if a chance to live be happiness.

I'm in my early 20's and yet I haven't found what I've been looking for,... a reason to live. Or have I already?!. Maybe it's just that stupid fight my heart with my senses lead, and me not being able to solve it once and for all, for if I lean towards the side of my senses, I'll end up where all of my friends already are.. sadly to say it's not a place I'd like to be. But when I let my heart overtake, I'm not quite sure what it will be like. I wonder, maybe that's the point and there really is a hope on a road not taken.

I'm happy to live my life day after day with a reason or not, I don't care. I've just stopped looking back, seeking a proof. I've got one right before me, right here and now, despite the age,.. despite the opinions of people around me,.. despide the fact something is trying to drag me down everyday,.. - I still dare to dream, I still am a child. May that be my proof,.. my achievement.
 
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(3 years ago)  #1 X-Master
X-Master
Even though, suffice to say, life may be pointless and short, there is only on direction to travel in, and that is to the future.
And mostly because we haven't invented time travel yet either, and even if we did, the past can be kind of scary any way.
It is human to err, to really screw up you need a computer!
(3 years ago)  #2 lolxxx13692
lolxxx13692
LoL #1....life is only as pointless as we individually make it out to be :)
"Chance Favors The Prepared Mind."
(3 years ago)  #3 X-Master
X-Master
So otherwise you have no other reason to exist than just to tell me that? And so there fore, you have no purpose in your life what so ever, now that you message has been delivered?


Anyhow, J/K.
It is human to err, to really screw up you need a computer!
(3 years ago)  #4 Dectilon
Dectilon
Some of those sentences are really confusing. Are you sure you've written them right? ~~

I think I'll adopt the philosophy of Smith (from Matrix) from here on out :)
Suprise and Terror!
(3 years ago)  #5 KimiKimi
KimiKimi
hehe Dec, ye, sure I'm of what I've written... furthermore my friend from england had checked it before I posted it, corrected some things here and there. Thus I hope it's okey, even though A+ students make mistakes sometimes :D

It's true it may appear a bit confusing or complicated, but it's just a thought i had. And one is as simple as his thoughts are. ^.^
Last edited by KimiKimi at 28.03.2006, 22:13
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